It's Late

I can't fall asleep.

i been sick all week.

And tired as a sumbitch

Now I had a good day of work taught two yoga classes, won two chess matches and read a bunch of books. How frackin cultural...lol. I am really energized now. I think all this blowing snot out of my face has opened up portholes in my brain. Yea... Something was definitely blocked up and now I am thinking quite clear and it is very nice. I think part of the catalyst for this occurence is my recent enrollment in a physics class.

I have been interested in physics for some time now. I wasn't always interested in physics. Like in high school I could care less, but somewhere along the way I began to find it fascinating. Somehow it relates to me spiritually. A lot of the notable physicists through time have been very spiritual people. I think the simple process of wondering how things work is very elevated. And in these days with quantum mechanics and cosmology physicists are wondering about things from the infinitely large to the infinitely small. And this is something that I have always loved.

I don't remember a time when I have ever been so intellectually motivated. I have been reading books on chess, string theory, Feynmann, e-commerce, and, Bill Bryson, to name a few. I read a simple Chess openings for idiots book and the simple theory it taught me in the first couple chapters was enough to give me the advantage against a long time chess adversary. I am inching my way out of the realm of novice.